March 2008


I think this song is my song of the day:
a song by Stacie Orrico called “Is It Me”

this is the lyrics:

Trying to analyze every end of the situation
Trying to find an explanation
‘Cause it’s getting aggrivating
Why my relationships never seem to work out
Beginning to worry and doubt
If I’m even able to detect who’s the one
When to stay, when to run
Why I haven’t seen the sun
Shine its light on my heart and let me ease the pain
‘Cause I’m getting tired of the rain

(Pre-Chorus)
Falling on my parade and I get my hopes up
And I’m in love, and so we break up
And I’m back to the same spot I’ve been
Lonely, drowning
Every guy turns out to be the same
So now I’m questioning if it’s me to blame

(Chorus)
Is it me, am I so complicated
Is it me, or is love overrated
Is it me, ’cause I don’t quite understand
Why it never turns out how I thought I planned it
Is it me, am I too independent
Is it me, not ready for commitment
Is it me, ’cause it doesn’t seem to last
And it’s the only question that I never asked

Maybe I bargained for it more than I should be expecting
All the standards that I’m setting, unrealistically are getting
Possibly in the way of what is left to have in store
Because I’m so confused and insecure
As well I know for certain everything is going wrong
I permit it to prolong
Try my best to hold on
Well Mr. Right’s probably in front of my window pane
While I look through only watching the rain

(Pre-Chorus)
(Chorus)

Never thought it could be that it’s me
‘Till I realized I’m the only, common factor that played a big part
In letting people break my heart
Never noticing I was waisting time
Asking the same thing everytime
Who were you with, and where were you at
‘Till I took the time to turn and look back

(Chorus x2)

everything has changed since i got dengue fever about 6weeks ago… i know who my friends are, i know how great my mother is, i know how weak my body is, and i know i lose my feeling… i don’t know why. i just can’t feel it. there’s a chaos in my heart. i feel guilty… i want 2 keep this relationship going on. can u just make me fall in love again?

chopin

classical music never goes old…
recently, I’m fed up with pop music and all new music, so I decided to listen to classics.
I search my mp3s collection from Beethoven to Mozart to Vivaldi.
I suddenly realize that I don’t have Chopin’s so I look for it in the internet.
and here’s the link I found.
wanna hear it?
just click here

-special thanks 2 wd 4 the help-

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